Trying find words that relate to other words to form a cohesive sentence
Trying to find me in words, sentences, in context
Where do I even start? Am I the sum of my trauma? The wealth of my knowledge or just a product discarded?
It’s unsettling to just be here and still not be able to find myself. Do I need to know? Can I defy definition?
I can’t wrap pieces of me into convenient packages to be carried and stored when not in use. All of me is all over. Spilling over, into the darkest depths and climbing the walls, hand over hand. Staring down mountains that dare me to fall. Apart.
Who am I when no one is watching, waiting, expecting. When the show is over was it all just a character study?
Maybe it’s ok to be a different me each day of the week, to change with the weather and cross the globe like the stars.